Haven't blogged in a long time,
was asking Brenda to help me do my livejournal for me,
but she haven't do yet!
Oh wells, don't feel like blogging nowadays,
don't feel too happy recently.
Went to NSC with Bryna yesterday,
and after that to Ikea.
Thanks Bryna.
Thanks for accompnaying me,
all over Singapore,
hahahhas, no many people will do that.
we bought the same plate!
I'm really grateful!
We do crazy things together <3
I finally finally bought my life jacket.
Yesterday was ah ma's death anniversary,
I kept waking up in the middle of the night.
Maybe cause I know she passed away at night.
Sighs, I miss her.
I wonder if Elisha and Belle misses her anot.
Such sad days I'm having.
Today got back results.
Pupil's profiling.
I'm an Audio Learner,
the stronger one,
so weird, I used to be a visual audio,
no wonder I can half sleep in class,
as long as I listen, Ican understand.
Cool lah xD
Stayed back with squaddies,
I love them,
we played truth or dare until 615!
Then me, Wei Kee and Sian Ching,
headed to Kovan to buy stuffs for camp.
We took a long long time to decide can.
Wei Kee was nce enough to accompany me for dinner.
Had a long long talk with her,
oh man! Now you know all my secrets!
No need to play truth already xD
Wah, squaddies are the love,
I can't seem to keep my deepest darkest secrets from them.
She stayed with me,
until I both ofusgot up abus,
that we both can take!
I love you, dearest!
Homed.
Camp tomorrow.
I feel no excitement or whatsoever.
It's on my birthday lah!
Who will right.
Darn. Of all days.
And Siew Li called me just now,
talked to me about stuffs and all.
I bet she couldn't tell, I was crying over the phone.
Sighs, but it was all wrong.
Oh wells. Tomorrow will be a better week.
Tears on my pillow, will not wash away the stains you left.
Squaddies are still loved.
I wish I can say I do not care and MEAN IT.
Someday, I will mean it.
One fine day.
I'm still daddy's beloved,
embraced in his love,
no matter how tough,
how tiring, how many tears I shed,
life is still worth living cause of him.
Oh, thanks bestfriend for your present,
it was the first (:
Take out the lies, I telling myself, forcing myself,
to be numb towards everything.
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Okay, gideon is weird.
He called me.
G: Eh, how you going tomorrow?
C: Take 55 to Bedok, then MRT to Tanah Merah, then cab there.
G: I meet you at Tanah Merah?
C: Okay, what time?
G: HEE HEE HEE, bye bye
Hangs up*
-.-''
HUH?!
I HEARD HIM GIGGLING TO HIMSELF CAN!
Crazy Gideon.
Goodness!
My mum confiscated my phone,
got 17 messages!
So annoying,
now I'm lazy to reply them all.
HAH.
Sailingggggggggg.
Funfair was alright lah,
hahahahahas,
I was the referee most of the time.
I'm THE BEST REFEREE.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS!
I got another faint tanline on where my watch is,
hah, see, I'm under the sun most of the time.
Saw Miaozhen,
surprising.
I love our Sumo game,
it's so fun can!
I think I injured my neck while playing it,
hurts now.
I hope it does not affect training!
I tell you ah,
guys are so violent can,
seriously, I got scared,
goodness, c-r-a-z-y!
Okay okay, I had fun fooling around with Bryna!
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAS!
We did stupid things!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHS!
Seriously stupid!
Like pushing each other and rolling around!
And my head was like,
craddled in Jiale's armpits today,
while playing with her!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAS!
It's such a crazy yet fun game!
I got to dunk Mr Tang.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS!
I ROCK PLEASE!
And I heard the song dedication to B36 =D
Okay, we have no school on monday!
Goes crazy*
E-liz likes to make fun of me!
Charlotte looks more of an alien then Harry Potter.
I'm so tired.
Had dinner with WeiYing and Jiale,
hahahhahas!
I sort of miss WeiYing in a way,
oh wells.
Had a nice talk with Jiale,
hee, thanks for understanding,
and of course great minds think alike.
I love tlaking to Jiale,
cause I can tell her anything!
And she understands me (:
Loves!
Okay, homed, waiting for hair to dry!
Training tomorrow.
I'm still hesitating to go byte intermediate,
I have not sign the form,
need to hand in tomorrow.
I'm scared.
`It's a happy happy day
Friday, September 28, 2007
Okay.
My computer officially sucks.
BWAH.
Funfair preparation was crap.
I'm in no mood for a fun fair,
it's like a not fun funfair.
Serious,
I don't wanna be pissed with Miss Ferng,
but, argh!
Okay, and I quarelled with my mum,
thus my handphone was confiscated,
bah, whatever.
I'm in this super sian mood.
There is a lot of emotions inside me now,
all supressed,
yet wanting to burst out.
I'm so tired!
I know you still love me,
I'm yours.
Dear daddy.
`Big girls don't cry(:
Thursday, September 27, 2007
The result for my blood test came out,
okay, part of it.
Cause I went to test for blood group,
and something esle.
I'm A+!
SO EXCITING!
Most of the people are O or B,
I'm A+!
My dad's AB and my mum's B+,
I'm different and unique!
=D
I'm so sian and tired,
I just want to sleep and sleep,
I don't want to think of things,
that makes me sad.
And I hate to sms nowadays,
I'm so lazy to even pick up my phone,
and type a message!
I'm addicted to the song,
disconnected by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
His love for me.
It's an alright day,
I guess.
I woke up late,
cause I wanted to sleep more,
then told mum that I'll go to school myself,
I left house at 7am,
best, I reached school at 735am!
Then everywhere I go,
JUST SIAM PREFECTS AND MISS KOK!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS!
Maths was argh,
it was so boring,
plus it was RAINING.
No matter how much I want to stay awake,
my eyelids will just drop,
so boring can!
Me and Bryna did stupid things to keep ourselves awake,
but failed!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHS!
I miss sitting next to her!
Bowling after that,
okay lah,
I kindda suck at it,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!
Not bowling material lah,
more of sailing!
TEEHEEHEE!
Yu Ning was my companion,
she is damn super duper cute!
Eyecandy! HAH!
Went back to school with her,
for some briefing thingy by dearest SianChing.
Rushed to Vivo to meet Jamie and Bryna,
wah, on the way there,
so tired can!
And there is this stupid woman,
who plays music on her handphone, damn loudly, throughout the whole journey,
without earphones or whatsoever.
So irritating lah,
she think the train is hers ah!
It's damn damn loud and hen nan ting lah, her songs!
The whole world was glaring at her,
I having headache, want to sleep,
still play songs so loudly,
and she got off only at Outram!
I got so irritated that I took at picture of her!
TSK!
Bought a hamster,
wah so so so so small can!
It's like a baby mouse with hair!
SO SO SO SUPER CUTE LEH!
Then I heard it make the eek eek sound!
I told Jamie!
Cause I didn't know hamster will make sounds!
So I told her,
Eh! The hamster will squeak squeak one!
Then she orh -.-
What squeak squeak.
!@#$%^&
She bought the hamster and the cage back home!
Thanks JamieO!
In the Mrt,
I was sleeping like some pig,
SUDDENLY I HEARD A SQUEAK SQUEAK!
I still half sleeping lah,
got a shocked,
and I saw stupid Jamie laughing,
PIGGGGG.
I am so tired!
I actually wanted to go for tuition,
changed my mind and went to sleep,
I feel sick.
I feel super sian.
About so many different things.
I miss B36.
I miss you.
Distant Lullabies
CLAIRE
God's beloved
I love putting my hand under the pillow, cause it's colder there
I HATE worms, caterpillars, millipedes, centipedes and maggots
My birthday in 2008 will be in 30th Nov, after my O levels
I want to go backpacking in Europe and go volunteer in Africa
I don't mind migrating to New Zealand, Italy or Hawaii
I love being outdoors, feeling the sun, wind, rain
Sunflowers ((:
Daybreak
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Bitter Oblivion
His love for me.